Double dipping

Another one today??

Yup, it’s only right, since I missed a couple days.

But first

Some things I need to get in writing:

I just bought my ticket to SF today. Some things still being figured out, but we’re a step closer.

Tbh I’m terrified. I’ll be leaving my rabbit, my lil buddy. But more than that.

I said I’d take the month off to lock in and create. But so far all I haven’t hit those goals and we’re halfway through.

I wanted off social media bec the fomo and stress to get likes/follows was drowning out everything else.

I made posts about random bs just to get views etc. I just wanted to be a part of some ‘group’ and when I didn’t get the results I wanted I would crash out.

So thus the hard stop.

I will say, I do have to be on some social to check messages etc. k went on LinkedIn today only to see a bunch of ppl forming content growth group. Ppl who I had reached out to before. Ppl who I had met with etc.

specifically, LinkedIn, I had been trying to grow there for a year, suddenly a bunch of new ppl come in and blow past me in a month, it kinda sucks ye, but the only thing to do abt it is learn from em and come back better.

Everyone seems to know what they’re doing, working together, and I just feel stuck in the same place watching everyone move on together and I’m just stuck here.

Part of me hopes sf will fix some of that, being in a diff environment with cool ppl. But I honestly don’t know.

It’s seems like no matter what I do it’s never enough. Like I’m missing something? Anyone reading do feel free to lmk, and be brutally honest.

ChatGPT is driving me up the wall with the fake ahh responses.

I constantly feel like I’m all over the place, can’t choose one thing to do because I get bored too easily and lose all momentum. I wish content wasn’t a necessary part of the game these days.

That I could just keep my head down and build while someone else did the content stuff, bec I’m not good at it, and have no desire to blast myself all over.

Just seems like a necessary evil atp. 😂

What do yall think?

See you tomorrow