Loopdy loops

i think I need to do more.

I realized this literally just now, but I didn’t have anything to write about.

And I think it’s because I don’t experience enough.

I spend all day behind a screen, watching others live thier lives.

Stuck in my own.

I think it’s also the reason I am easily addicted to social media or tv/movies

Because consuming media is a distraction for me personally.

While it may feel like it works while you’re in the loop, I’m usually left feeling more stuck, more lost and strong FOMO.

I’m watching ppl hang out together, have fun, all connected and then I’m just like that Kermit meme of him banging all the keyboard keys😂

and I feel like so many of my updates have been more negative, and I apologize guys.

But this has honestly been such a great way to get all these scattered thoughts down, and think things through.

I checked me screen time yesterday, and all I’m gonna say is that I need to prioritize getting out the dopamine loop addiction, and off my phone.

back to doing real things, instead of wasting time watching other ppl.

And thanks for sticking around while i figure it all out.

See you tomorrow