What would you give to get your time back?
For 2 years I was slacking, doomscrolling, comparing myself to others, burnt out and exhausted.
Is what I share in today’s video, day of Summermaxxing
but there’s only so much in depth you can go in 45 seconds, thats why I write here.
looking back on wasted time, while it frustrates me, I choose to suppress that and remember that you can’t go backwards only forwards.
I spent a lot of time on my phone or laptop binging bad shows, or just doing enough to convince myself I was being productive, when in reality I was just pushing papers.
Then today, as I was falling asleep on the train, for the past week or so, the desire to fall back into those habits was so much less?
Normally I have to have a lil pep talk with myself before I lock in, but lately thats becoming much easier.
Why? well, I assume because i’m finally doing something thats aligned with my goals vs the goals of others.
At least I think so?
I noticed this also by my demo today at a hackathon. I love pitching projects i’m passionate about, I love security, and I like being surrounded by people building.
Funny for someone who spent most of HS convinced I was an introvert, only to realize I was just in the wrong environment, and i’m an extrovert lol.
anyway, thats all for today bec I forgot I have like work to do for Fridays launch and I’m a little bit crying….why did I commit to this guys?
See you tomorrow!
Bonus segment i’ve decided to add bec there’s 9 of you and I doubt anyone is reading this far anyway
Songs of the Day:
THUNDER by seventeen
Your Love by Glass Animals
Sun come out by Decco