Rose tinted glasses

This week overall has been a big all over.

Def fell off but that’s the best part, you get to go again next week.

One thing I realized so far over this month is that since January, it’s been a constant loop of who knows who and how to get what you need from ppl.

Or like getting into those rooms, being invited to the events etc etc, and endless loop chasing, what exactly?

Now, forcing myself to not post, to not push myself into these rooms/events/etc, I just don’t want it anymore? At least as much.

It used to be, that I was posting as part of like a ‘brand’ for people see me, so I could be a part of the ‘gang’

At least partially. So not posting seemed to be the complete opposite of what I was trying to do.

I used to see ppl post about dinners together or hanging out and all that stuff and I made the mistake of thinking that was an end goal instead of a byproduct.

And sure maybe for some, that their whole thing. Clout, followers, name dropping.

But I realized that I really didn’t want it to be mine.

While my goal this summer originally was to make money or build and launch stuff, and I did, at least a bit, I think somewhere along the way I list the plot.

If it was ever right to begin with

Because that’s not the goal, the goal isn’t to launch projects for the sake of likes on Twitter.

Or followers.

Or ‘traction’

The point of building, is to solve a problem, to be able to do something you love, and make some dough on it, no?

And I maybe said this, bec I think abt it a lot

But i saw this line somewhere and it was abt smart people can do anything, but some make a mistake and try to do everything.

Spread yourself too thin, you won’t get anywhere. For a long time I tried to do as much as I could because k thought I had to

Idk abt that anymore.

There’s a lot of noise out there, and it’s really easy to be distracted.

So cutting it out for a bit was quite a nice change I will say.

And now I see the same posts that would stress me out and I’m not stressed anymore.

I mean it’s like taking off rose tinted glasses in a way.

Alrighty that my Ted talk for the night.

Also how cute is this? I made it for my sister, she loves stray kids lol