This is officially day 5 of writing every day.
ngl, harder than I though, I mean it’s 11:12, I almost forgot and have no idea what I’m about to even write.
if I’m being honest, I wanted this substack to hold me accountable, and I am writing every day, but that’s about it
I haven’t ’locked in’ or worked on my projects as much as I had hoped.
I spent most of Monday beating myself up about that. I was frustrated, feeling like I wasted so much time.
maybe it was burnout, maybe not, but I just had zero energy or will to do anything at all.
then we come to today, procrastination took over. I did some things, but not the things I should have.
They say “the success you’re looking for is in the work you’re avoiding.”
and that’s 100% true in my case.
but do you know what the 2 best words in the English dictionary are?
Next Time.
So tomorrow I’m gonna start a new day fresh, a chance to make better decisions, and to stop comparing myself to others.
I want to work on experiments to block my procrastination and possible ADD, make sure I can in fact “lock in”
Because I have goals, and no one can make me hit them but me.
And goodness knows I want to hit those goals.
if something works, I’ll share it for yall here.
and as always feedback welcome
see you tomorrow ✌️