more espresso less stresso

ik its depresso but I needed it to fit my point so just roll w it

Ngl, I don’t have much to share today.

oh why you ask?

Bec instead of being productive, I doomscrolled. For hours.

And after all of that all I can feel is ✨stress✨

idk if this whole writing thing is even working, heck if anyone even reads this.

My plan for this summer was to be as productive as possible. Barely 2 weeks in and already failing.

Maybe it’s because I made my expectations too high, maybe it’s bec I’m lazy af.

or maybe it’s some other deep reason idk abt.

but I genuinely don’t know what to do.

And I realize I’m feeling this more and more.

I have ideas, I have goals, but I just feel so disconnected from all of them.

Pushing things off, wasting time, when in reality you can’t get that time back.

I wish I had like some nice motivational ending or solution, I really don’t.

Tbh I probably wrote something along these line already. Apologies.

My goal is to share everything to try and hold myself accountable but also because social media is just all highlights, and I said I would never be that person that someone would look at and think everything was always perfect and get stressed out? Idk

this sounds so negative, but guys if there’s one thing I do know abt myself it’s that I’m resilient af

Imma figure it out because I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied with just some corporate 9-5.

I know I need to lock in, like fr lock in lol.

But I also know that I will keep going, and hope days like these get less and less frequent.

Idk what I’m doing, but I’ll take it one day at a time

Bec isn’t that all we can do?

See you tomorrow